sun zi bing fa while busying away with all the work i need to submit before i fly~~ away to japan.. i've been sneaking peeks at a drama bout women.. love.. and life..

its like the sun zi bing fa of life. sort of sets me thinking what kind of tactics have i applied in my "battlefield". but all in all.. the best part of it all is that i always have this bunch of girlfriends to retreat back to whenever i lose a battle, escape from one, even when i'm tired of one.

so girls. thank you so much. especially hui! sorry that i've burdened you with all the planning for the 3 days japan extension.. always away and busy with exco.. adm.. meetings.. deadlines.. designs.. and thank you for tahan-ing my away from my phone and msn sydrome..

for once i'm going to be that truthful to type straight from my heart. after watchin the show, i really feel like i'm no longer that teenager statue that i want to hold on to.. though yes my age still has a "teen" in it.. but i can't run away from the fact that i have to start worrying about the things that only trouble adults and picking up responsibilities that affect many others.

when i walked into the washroom just and looked into the mirror at the me with my hair up and glasses on, in a set of cloths ready for another important meeting.. i felt.. old. not really as in old old.. but those responsibilities coming my way, those dreams that will forever lie asleep if i dont plan and start now, the way i'll just be a bug in the society if i still am so childish.

i seemed like only a day since the day i said there's still a long way to go till i start working.. seemed only a day since we sat around gossiping in uniform. yet now. working seems so normal, and working will become my life in a short few for years.. and topics of the future.. the world.. money.. responsibilities.. are what we discuss all day.

this time i dont have the energy of a youth to complain about growing up. this time i'm accepting it, maybe not welcoming it, but accepting. time to grow up. time to apply my sun zi bing fa to my life, instead of running around without a direction.

anyway.. talking about life battlefield.. i want to say another thing.

i'm back for grabs in the field of love. still not in the lelong section k? still at least a mid-range priced good! haha..

but this time.. i'm not looking for fun anymore. guess i'm tired of it.. i'll looking for security and reliability. just like that woman in the drama. a man who can appreciate her work, able to give her mature advices, strong enough to be her punchbag and her wall to lean on. but hey. i'm still holding on to my checklist! stop dreaming that i'll be that bit less practical and toodamnrational.

but then again. men. stand aside while i fill my life with my girls, work and fun that no man (i mean MALE) can bring me.

ladies. rule.  ¶ 4:49 PM